nov 7th, 2023







i know i'm not great at explaining how i feel unless it's with you. i never knew that someone could somehow unlock the gates of my heart like that. you did it so easily like they weren't even there, it's like they knew that i was supposed to be with you. i was ready to stay single for a long time after the pain i felt but then i decided to be brave and talk to my bias of one of my favorite groups. who knew i'd get my own y/n moment?

i honestly didn't know if that first date was going to be amazing or a bust, but the second i saw you. i knew i found my person. being with you is as easy as breathing, i don't have to try and fit in a mold of a man that i think you want. i love that when i try to flirt sometimes it goes over your head. i love that you don't mind that i'm actually rather clingy and constantly spam you with messages. (if it ever gets annoying please tell me) i found someone who genuinely cares about me and the people i care about. you make me want to be a better man. everything you do makes me so proud to be your partner. you have helped me so much with my own self-image issues and how i look at myself. i hope i do the same for you.

i want to always love you, take care of you, and be your strength when you need it. i want a future with you, i want to grow old with you and many have grandkids whether they walk on two legs and talk or run around on four and have tails. i don't care i just want a life with you. you're the spidey to my deadpool, the sylveon to my umberon, and the bulma to my vegeta because i would fight a god for you.

the only thing i have left to say is i love you forever and always until the stars die and even then i will always love you and i will always find you.